OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD.
I am completely and totally insane. What in the world was I thinking? Why didn't I swim more? Or weight train more? Or ride up more hills?
This is so stupid. I'm going to die. Everytime I think about that lake it gets bigger and bigger and bigger. I can't swim a mile.
I asked Brian today if he thought I could do this. He said "sure" but made that face. Like the rest of the sentence was "when pigs fly." Remind me again why I talk to him?
I wish people would stop talking about it. Every time someone says "you're going to do a triathlon" the bottom drops out of my stomach and I feel like I'm going to throw up.
I'm so scared.
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