Friday, March 18, 2005

Should I, or shouldn't I?

I know I haven't written in awhile. It's almost too depressing to write in a blog called training for triathlon when I can't run, and besides I already made up my mind not to do Wildflower.

Except I haven't made up my mind. I haven't run since August, but I could walk the run part. It's just that walking the triathlon is not the point. The point is to be able to run it, to prove that I can do it. The only reason I decided to do a triathlon was to give myself something to focus on while my leg was healing. And if I can run the tri, then I'm healed for good. I don't want to walk it!

But I don't want to quit. Nobody would blame me. Who expects you do to a tri when you're still recovering. But I'm soo tired of being on the disabled list. I have the perfect excuse. But I don't want to make an excuse. I want to make it to the finish line.

Training weekend is coming up. I already missed one weekend. I haven't even asked for the time off yet. So I guess that answers THAT question. No training weekend, no Wildflower.

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